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AUGUST TDM.

T D M . 0 3

// PART I. all that glitters  


… What are you willing to do to erase your regret from existence?

The words, when they die out, leave you in emptiness — despairing, all-consuming, the kind that invites only the worst thoughts. What have you done? What have you agreed to do?

But then, from the emptiness, a golden light shines, and as you reach for it —

you wake up.

1.0   Perhaps it was less the golden light in your dream and more the insistent feeling of something metallic poking your side repeatedly, making beeping noises… wait, beeping noises?

When you look down, you’ll see a small robot staring at you and looking less than happy (maybe it has something to do with your disheveled state, maybe it's still mad about having to clean up after a certain pizza-induced mess). When you get up, it unleashes a series of beeps — and then furiously starts to scrub the floor.

Yes, the floor — instead of waking up in a bed, you find yourself lying on a hallway, white walls and white floor surrounding you. You don’t have long to stare at the minimalistic look of everything around you before the little bot starts poking you again, the word MOVE blinking across its visor.

So better get out of its way! Perhaps you’re on the hallway on your own and leave on your own… or perhaps there’s someone else, sleeping near you. Maybe do them the courtesy of waking them up before this little angry bot does! Or perhaps you’re the poor soul still sleeping and needing a rescue before the beeps make it to you.


2.0   If you need a visit to the infirmary, the situation may be more dire — perhaps there’s blood on the wall that you wake up against, your clothes may be dirty or ragged… whatever it is that has happened to you before waking here and has left you injured, it sure doesn’t create a reassuring sight. Best get to the infirmary as soon as possible.... with some assistance, perhaps.

Once upright, you may notice there’s something in your ear: an earpiece that, when you become aware of it, quickly runs you through the instructions for how to use the network, a recorded message by a female voice that explains exactly why you’re here… and leaves you with a map of the station.

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// PART II. the new staycation  


So what else is there to do but to explore? Best get to know what is now your new home.

3.0   The most pressing question that you might ask yourself is: but where will I stay? The question is answered once you walk through the winding white corridors to the common area. Behind it, there are three types of rooms: those with one bed, two beds and four beds. The rooms are clinical yet clean, and sparsely-furnished — and most importantly, most are occupied. So be prepared to get some roomies!


4.0   You may find your way to the armory, where you can try to work the machine there to make yourself a weapon — perhaps to replace one that didn’t come with you to the station… or maybe you want to be prepared for the future. The recently-returned team members will surely recommend having a functional weapon with you.

And speaking of weapons: to put it to good use, head to the training room, where the entire purpose is to provide you with a space to spar and train to your heart’s content!


5.0   After you’ve exhausted yourself training, it’s time to grab a bite. For that, you should head to the kitchen, which… seems to be filled with a lot of leftovers: takeout boxes with an assorted collection of pizza slices, kung pao chicken, lamb curry... not to mention the entire tray of chocolate brownies. Feel free to eat your fill — or if takeout isn’t your cup of tea, open one of the large fridges to pick fresh ingredients and make your own lunch.


6.0   A welcome reprieve to the cold, dark space that surrounds the characters can be found in the sunlight room. A skillful illusion surrounds anyone who steps inside the room: you can hear the trilling of birds, feel a light breeze caress your skin as you walk through a grass field. A new addition is a flower garden where there once was a meadow — now, roses, camellias, lilies and dozens of other flowers sway in the wind, all varieties in their own flower beds, with a winding path of stones leading through them. The path leads to where a bridge rises over a sparkling, babbling brook.

Here, it is easy to forget you are in space at all. Perhaps that gives you comfort, or just makes you miss the real nature all the more.


7.0   If you’d rather choose tinkering over nature, the lab is guaranteed to provide you with some entertainment. Glass vials and jars of chemicals sit on shelves in a surprisingly beautiful display of colour on one side of the room, while the other side of the room contains stacks of boxes containing assorted equipment: cords, bolts, panels, buttons, gears, gadgets, gizmos, and thingamabobs. The downside is that the parts available seem to have no apparent method to their sorting. So get digging, and you may just find exactly what you need to make what you’ve always wanted to make!


8.0   If it’s items you’re lacking, though, some time after your arrival, the earpiece alerts you to a new message.

// VIVECA.AI
Hi everyone, just letting you know there’s a new supply drop. It should be a little more… well, organised than before. If you made requests for items earlier, you should find them in a separate pile near the platform.

Indeed, the platform near the personal quarters is still whirring with power, and new items form neat piles on it. There’s clothes, shoes, dishware, skincare, books… even a couple of CDs, and a few cute stuffed animals. So sort through what there is and grab what you want, before someone else does!

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// PART III. bright young things  


(CW: POTENTIAL BODY MODIFICATION)

Whether you’re a quick study and you’ve become settled into life on the station, or you want to get the full lay of the land (in a manner of speaking) first, if you decide to explore the hall past the control room, you’ll eventually come across the simulation room.

Step past the threshold and the doors will slide shut with a quiet woosh. Nothing suspicious; nothing to worry about. But before you can really get a sense of your environment (a grey, large-ish empty room, no furniture, no discernable objects to provide markers), the room goes dark, and then … there’s really no other way to describe it: the room transforms.

You find yourself in a club. The music is upbeat, loud, but not too loud. Down a short flight of steps flanking the bar and seating is the open floor with more tables and booths bathed in a warm, dim glow of light, and at the very end of the room is a stage with its bright spotlight showcasing its performers — though, at the moment, the stage is empty.

9.0   When you take a step forward, you’ll feel a presence gently push at your chest or your shoulder — a tall and jovial man resembling a well-dressed bartender from the top up (the rest of him appears to move along wheels) approaches with a tall flute glass in hand. Its contents are sparkly and blue.

“Hello, there. Care for a drink? I’m afraid you won’t be allowed to continue until you do, and I assure you this is entirely safe. All effects you might experience remain only so long as you participate in this simulation.

Will you proceed? Please respond ‘Yes’ or ‘No’.”

There’s something a little strange about his voice, a cadence that doesn’t sound quite natural even when the simulation is so realistic otherwise. Once you’ve given your consent, the bartender continues.

“One thing you should know: there is an orb within this club. This drink will aid in your ultimate retrieval of the orb. To better blend in with our patrons, you may experience temporary changes within your body. Good luck.”


10.0   It seems the bartender wasn’t lying. Once you’ve allowed the drink (tasty, sweet-but-not-too-sweet, effervescent, with light notes of your fondest childhood memory) to settle in your stomach you might experience a myriad of effects on your body, ranging from a change in skin colour (pink? green? blue with spots?), an additional limb or two (or three), a tail or wings, or cybernetic parts such as lie-detecting eyes or a tongue that can uncover truths and lies in others. If you happen to find another Orber within the room and both of you have consumed the offered drink, you might find yourself experiencing a full bodyswap.

None of the changes are painful; if anything, they might not even be noticeable until you look into a mirror, look down at your limb-in-question, or your companion points it out.


11.0   The moment you approach the stage, a performer will appear as if out of thin air and begin to sing, her voice strong and smoky and melodic. Her enthralling performance could put you into a trance, but you have an orb to find and a personal task to accomplish, so it’s time to put your best foot forward and do a little investigating.

Talking to some of the patrons might prove fruitful as some of them are convinced that the stage has never sounded or looked so good, like there’s something giving performers that extra oomph that no one can explain. It might be wise to wait until that last performance before you sneak up there — or maybe you want to do a little snooping around now, you know, while everyone’s distracted. Strategize with your fellow Orbers and uncover the location of this hidden orb.

N O T E:   The effects of the drink and the level of changes your character experiences is entirely up to you. Patrons of this fine club won’t bat an eye if you look a little like them.

Additionally, there are three personal tasks provided to each character as they enter the simulation. In-game, each character will be given one task. For the purposes of the test drive, we’re leaving it to players to pick a task for their character and run with it.

A   If you’ve been given a particular body change that might aid you in this mission, do not use it to your advantage.

B   Team up with a fellow Orber to uncover the hidden location.

C   Get up on stage and put on a performance during the simulation. Your song choice will determine the outcome of success in your investigation.

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F Y I

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FOR SOME FUN:

Have a listen for some clues about the second mission.
(Hint: there are four clues in total.)


NAV

firstroar: (pic#6165272)

[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-24 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Panic is hard to sustain. It's not in his nature to give into fear so readily, and doing so is dangerous for Mu. Others have burned themselves entirely out in it...as he had been sure he had done so in trying to destroy Meggido.

But he didn't, did he? Because now he's in a new space. New machines. And next to no power to fight back what's to come.

Blue brings his hands to his ears. No amplifiers. No defense.

He shakes his head fervently against the assurances spoken aloud.

There's no kindness in machines! They only control...take...erase...
hatejakku: (they changed the layout)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-24 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this is not good. Finn doesn't know what to do with someone who's panicking while he's panicking at the same time. And considering how the room feels right now, that's exactly what's happening.

He steps closer again, reaching out but not touching.

"Not these machines. Back in my galaxy, I'm even friends with some of them. They're people, just different." He's trying to speak calmly, softly, trying to tilt his head down to see the other man's face.

"Listen, we're all here together. We protect each other. You can count on us. If you don't trust the AIs, that's okay. We won't let them do anything to you."
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-25 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
The expression Blue fixes this man is one of plain conflict: There's a longing to reach an understanding, but it's in direct opposition to everything he's lived and known. He can't blindly trust, given how instrumental invasive AI has been in making him who he is.

He doesn't even know the full truth of that, either - that the machine designed his mutation all those centuries ago.

But he's so tired. The fight that brought him here was meant to be his last in all senses of the word, and even raising his hackles like this is a strain.

How...can you say that? With such certainty...
hatejakku: (tros profile)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-28 04:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Finn shrugs, focused on the matter at hand rather than anything that may be out of the ordinary.

"Because we protect each other. There are a lot of people here with different experiences and abilities. We're not going to let anything happen to one of our... own..."

Oh, now he realizes it.

"Your mouth isn't moving." Duh, Finn.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-28 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
And you're...not afraid...

Also obvious - if 'afraid' means 'grab a gun from the wall and shoot him down,' that is. But there's layers to fear, and no man or Mu is fully free of them. Perhaps there'd be time to muse over that later, because as it stands, Blue's overexerted with that pulse of energy. It fades as his face blanches, beaded with sweat. His eye flutters, starting to roll back before his knees buckle.
hatejakku: (they changed the layout)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-28 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
'Not afraid' doesn't mean 'totally chill about it.' Finn's pretty sure this guy isn't Force-sensitive, but it's definitely something similar if he isn't. But before he can claim to be 'totally chill about it,' anyway, Blue seems to give out.

"Hey!"

Finn jolts forward and catches him before he can hit the ground, lowering them both down until he can get a better look at the guy. "Hey, you okay? Can you hear me?"
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-28 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue barely makes a noise - just something faint in his breath before he can open his eye again. The bandage over the other starts to show sign of darkening, having disturbed something patched-up in some fashion through his psionics. He should've tried to recover more before exploring the place on foot, but that would put too much faith in his surroundings - faith he doesn't have yet.

Faith Finn seems to have, for how certain he is about taking care of others.

Why is he still alive? That dread feeling starts to color into something more despondent as the thought strikes him yet again. He'd lose himself to it were it not for this person focusing so hard on him. The character of his compassion has something familiar in it, but...not entirely. He isn't Mu, but...

Who are you? he wonders, the thought leaving him easily as breathing. You're like me...but not...
hatejakku: (ah nope)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-29 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
"I- I'm just Finn." He'll figure out how to answer that better later. At the moment, other things seem a lot more important. "You need to be in the infirmary."

With a little grunt, he lifts Blue up in his arms. If the other complains and prefers to walk, then that'll be a good sign, if Finn's honest. But he's increasingly worried about this situation.

"Is it hurting you? To talk like that?"
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-29 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Blue is barely a struggle to heft up, even though he does tense out of reflex. The quality of Finn's concern mingles with the unease in Blue's own heart, and it's confusing in that moment to consider that focus is on him, not on the situation at-large.

Finn's not a liar. He's confident in what words he'd said - that despite Blue's concern, there could be safety here. He's--

No. Blue's eye refocuses on the closest thing he can find with his head bowed as it is. No, but...if you touch me, I may see...more than you wish to share. From your heart.

Finn may be like him, but he isn't. Which means he may just as well fear him as any other human does out of impulse.
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[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
The thought is, admittedly, distressing. It creates a huge lack of privacy in his own mind. That said, Finn has nothing to hide. Sure, he's a little worried about the privacy thing, but he's way more worried about the extra thoughts he's currently jamming into this guy's head right now. What's in Finn's heart is a whole lot of exclamation points, at the moment.

"Sorry!" He's probably making this situation worse. Instead of dropping the poor guy, though, he just sort of double times it to the infirmary. "Sorry, sorry. It's not far. I'll just- I'll calm down. I'm calm. This is calm. You're fine. We're both fine."

Look, he's great in most high stress situations, really. But this whole panic spiral is born from trying to avoid a panic spiral and everything's just really difficult right now.

He is really bad at first impressions on this station, apparently...
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-29 12:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Jostled and barraged by Finn's increasing concern, Blue squeezes his eyes shut. It's like trying to keep his head up in choppy waters - something he's had to do more than once in a crisis on the Shangri-La. Strangely enough, this helps? It's more familiar an ask of him than anything else that's come at him since waking here.

There are so many unknowns - things that build looming shadows of threat and fear, things that can blossom into greater terrors if left unchecked - but in the midst of this panic bearing down on him, Blue can reorient, push back on the shadows building up in his own heart in favor of helping quell those in someone else.

Blue presses a hand to Finn's chest, and from there imposes a feeling of steadying assurance, seeking to bolster whatever Finn believed to be true about the safety here. He has little certainty to back it up right now, but he can't let this man get himself worked up and lost in a panic; if he's at all truly like Mu, it could do him very real harm.

(Also, there's that thing about possibly getting dropped on the floor. That would hurt. Minor concern, but concern nonetheless.)
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[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-30 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Finn's only just skidding into the infirmary when he stops and finally feels it. Not the hand, he noticed that earlier and figured it was an attempt at keeping him calm. It's the other, the calm that's not his own, that he's feeling now.

Instead of freaking out about it, Finn lets it help him as he takes a deep breath. "Sorry... Thank you." Though, it was probably mostly to help himself, Finn figures. There's a lot less of a barrage now, anyway.

But they're here now! Once Finn's heart has calmed itself, he makes his way over to the nearest bed. "Do you have more wounds than your eye?"
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-30 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
'Just Finn' is going well beyond what expectations Blue has for people in this place. Comapassion isn't extinct in the universe he knows...but it rarely turns its light on his kind. Now that the tide of panic has receded, there's room to focus a bit better. Breathe.

It's still so hard to believe: He knew it was him. Doing that. Impressing his own feelings on him.

What...sort of person is he?

"No," he utters - a word aloud, at last. His voice is quiet, and after that single syllable it's gone again.

None...that I know of. Or can feel.

Not that he's checking. He's just peering up at Finn with wonder.
hatejakku: (really worried)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-08-30 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
Finn's... not sure what to do with that look. He sets the other down on the spare bed gently, getting the feeling that he's not really cataloguing his injuries at the moment. Well, that's fine. Finn gives him a look up and down. But without undressing the poor guy, the eye is the extent of the damage he can find.

While the bandage could probably use changing, he's pretty sure that wasn't the problem. Or... gosh, he hopes it wasn't.

"Do you know why you collapsed?" he asks, already digging in a drawer. "Has that happened before?"

Dr. Finn is here to impersonate a real medical professional make everything better.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-08-30 11:25 am (UTC)(link)
Finn's concern is palpable, and though Blue can't shake that awe and confusion entirely, he can't outright ignore what's being asked of him. He shifts a little, scooting so he can sit up with his back against the wall, exhaling in a huff.

My body is weak, he explains, and there's a hint of bitterness in the tone of his thoughts. And however I managed to be brought here...I shouldn't be alive, all the same.

Indeed, there's signs of strife here and there scuffed on his clothes, and the edges of his cape are singed. But he's bloodless, save for the eye, which Blue seems to belatedly become aware of as he brings a hand up to press his palm against it and wince.
hatejakku: (looks away)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-09-02 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Finn's frown deepens from this explanation. "I... had heard that could be the case with... some of the people on board." It's a little difficult to imagine. Especially since he's one such person that never dreamed of waking from the injury he sustained.

But he's certainly not going to question. Just... quietly hope. Regardless, he goes back to his search and emerges with some gauze.

"Maybe you just need to rest. Try to recuperate, especially before the next mission begins. Um-" He lifts up his prize awkwardly. "Are you okay with fresh bandages? It looks like it bled a little."
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-09-02 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
Mission?

Blue has a feeling he's gleaned notion of 'mission' wafting around the station, but details are few and far between. Even now, there's no immediate sense of certainty beyond just...mission. Of what? For what?

As he thinks on that, he starts gingerly picking at the bandaging on his face as response to Finn's query. Hard to do when he can't see what he's doing.
hatejakku: (surprise)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-09-04 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Here." If Blue doesn't bat him away, protest, flinch, or give any other negative reaction, Finn carefully removes the bandage to see the wound beneath.

Either way- "I can clean and bandage it but I'm not a medic. We usually let the, uh... computers handle that. But there's a lot of people on this station. I'm sure someone knows medicine better than I do."
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cw eye injury

[personal profile] firstroar 2021-09-04 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue's hand falls away to give Finn the freedom to unwind the bandaging himself, exposing the remains of the injury that Sabriel had been quickly able to stabilize with her magics. What's left is a darkened and blood-drenched state - it doesn't seem something that could possibly be as it is, yet the whites are a near-blackened blue in contrast to the pale red of the remains of his iris. Charter magic is patching it up...slowly. Blood lines the rim of his eye the way tears would.

Despite that, both eyes fix on Finn with an unflinching stare. Searching, trying to understand his convictions. He's not from...anywhere Blue would've known; there's no place in his universe he knows of that isn't untouched by the SD System. Yet there's no trace of it in him...

Instead, there are other notions of conditioning. Stranger things. And beyond that...

Who is this person?
hatejakku: (um uh hm)

[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-09-04 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Finn, unaware of the proverbial microscope he's currently under, frowns at the wound. It looks like it's healing at a pretty fast rate, either some sort of power or perhaps his own healing abilities. Either way, it could still use some cleaning. There's also a worry that it could heal wrong? But Finn's not even sure if that's something he should worry about.

He moves around a little to see if the eye follows him despite the injury but can't quite tell. So he gets to work on getting some things together to start clearing out all that blood.

"Does it hurt?" Feels like a dumb question but this guy also doesn't seem to be... entirely human? So, Finn thinks it's valid to ask. Also- "Can you see out of it?"
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-09-04 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Blue sits as still as he can, though his hands, folded in his lap, tense here and there when even the gentlest of pressure is brought near his face. It's as much because of pain as it is because of the tingling feeling of his mind trying to snag at connections each time he's touched.

Yes, comes the reply. Though...it may be hard to be sure. I can see you with more than my eyes right now.
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[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-09-05 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Finn assumes that the tense waves that seem to pass over Blue is a sign of the pain. He doesn't ask about it again. His movements slow, become gentler, but he works at a steady pace in order to get done quickly. However-

"What do you mean, more than your eyes?" Finn's brow furrows in curiosity but no fear or wariness. It's intriguing, actually. And he understands how people can be sensed. But he's never confused that strange ability with his own sight before.
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-09-05 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Your thoughts...and your feelings. They are visible, too. In a sense. It's a little difficult to explain something like it - like trying to describe seeing to a blind man - but he tries.

If I close my eyes...I can still see you as those things. And because you know what you look like...your thoughts and feelings...paint that image of yourself on those things.

So I see the you that you are...and the you that you believe you are.
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[personal profile] hatejakku 2021-09-06 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's... a lot to process. Finn keeps up his work as he thinks about it, though. It does sound a little like how Rey's described the Force in the past. He hasn't been able to see anything like that, though. Not yet.

"Are they different?" he asks after some length. "What I believe and what I am?"
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[personal profile] firstroar 2021-09-06 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
The fearless honesty of the question - all that curiosity with none of the apprehension or malice - makes a corner of Blue's mouth pull just slightly upward for a moment. He realizes yet again that he's...likely to be surprised by little moments like this very often, if there are others like Finn here.

In some ways, yes. But...Most people I have seen are like that.

We rarely account for everything we are...inside or out...

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