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Athrun Zala ([personal profile] egraegis) wrote in [community profile] ximiliugh 2021-08-25 01:45 am (UTC)

[He understands her meaning, or at least he thinks he does. She's doing what she should have done from the start- what he'd asked her to do each time they'd parted before now, even if perhaps he hadn't really known what he was saying or what it meant for the two of them. Orb needs her, and she needs Orb to flourish, and it looks like she finally figured out what her best course of action was and went back on her own terms, which is much better than whatever he'd envisioned back then. She's always loved her home, and the ideals it embodied. It's part of what he loved about her ever since he realized it. She can choose Orb first; it doesn't mean she won't have anything else come after. She isn't the type to abandon her family, or her friends, and if he can still be counted among them then that's plenty.

He's been fumbling and uncertain for ages now, torn between two worlds, having lost his footing while he acted as Cagalli's unknown, useless shadow and then again after Durandal's ZAFT showed its true colours. He'd been angry, frustrated, fearful of all his mistakes, that he'd realized it too late and lost it all. As usual, Cagalli is grounding. He doesn't know what they're meant to do going forward, either, but in this moment it's so easy to settle against her, wind an arm around her shoulders, and nod.]


We're here because of regrets, supposedly. [He doesn't need to ask what hers are. He isn't so egotistical to think they'd be related to him, and there's plenty of time to deal with that later, when they're settled and they know more about how to function in this place. Regret is the cause of their reunion, and the details are irrelevant right now.] I'm not looking to make more. We can... figure it out, if we give ourselves some time.

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