There's drunk and then there's piss drunk, [ Gabe drawls, and he lies mercilessly because that's what it means to survive: you lie, you cheat, you fight dirty because if you don't, someone else will. And admitting anything - anything at all - about his true regrets is inviting trouble not just on himself, but his kids, and that can't be allowed. ] Course, you probably don't know the difference. Can you even get drunk?