Maybe I did. Doesn't make this any less strange.

[ she believes she might talk to everyone on this cursed station and still she would not feel any more comfortable with it all. but... ]

Shanghai'd? [ tilting her head, puzzled. ] Well, I don't have anything to lose. And if they're telling the truth, I have everything to gain.

[ and even if they're not... here, she's alive. so what if they're lying about the regret? what does it change? if they send her back, there's nothing for her to go back to. ]